Happily

This is not the way I am Not the way that I thought I would be I've lost part of me Trying to find what was lost already Daylight spent on dreams The endless sleep that always pursues me Drink until it hurts Smoke in my eyes as four walls surround me Happily I trade my time for nothing Happily I fade away Happily I trade these tears for an ending that's hiding in plain sight Peacefully I end this day Perfect misguidedness I curse the birds that disturb my slumber Truthful nothingness Uncertainty that is sure to guide me Pain I'm now numb to Slipping in and out of consciousness Dying quicker now I see my life and I lose control Happily I trade my time for nothing Happily I fade away Happily I trade these tears for an ending that's hiding in plain sight Peacefully I end this day (Happily I fade away) Fade away Fade away Fade away Happily I trade my time for nothing Happily I fade away Happily I trade these tears for an ending that's hiding in plain sight Peacefully I end this day (Happily I fade away) Happily I trade my time for nothing Happily I fade away Happily I trade these tears for an ending that's hiding in plain sight Peacefully I end this day (Happily I fade away) Fade away