Holding onto that

Why not, why not Why can't I ever react Why want, why want Something you know you can't have The thought of you not caring about me drives me mad I cannot believe you're holding onto that Started off like every other Could not see through all of this You decided to draw all these lines Somehow I crossed over them Tried so hard but nothing could fix you Bring you back to the norm Late night talks or running from your father All those memories they're all gone Why not, why not Why can't I ever react Why want, why want Something you know you can't have The thought of you not caring about me drives me mad I cannot believe you're holding onto that Why not, why not Why can't I ever react Why want, why want Something you know you can't have The thought of you not caring about me drives me mad I cannot believe you're holding onto that Tried so hard to believe you But I can't keep up with all your lies Tried so hard for me to see the real you You just gave me butterflies Tried so hard but nothing could fix me Bring me back to reality Couldn't see past all your bullshit All these actions they're on me Why not, why not Why can't I ever react Why want, why want Something you know you can't have The thought of you not caring about me drives me mad I cannot believe you're holding onto that Why not, why not Why can't I ever react Why want, why want Something you know you can't have The thought of you not caring about me drives me mad I cannot believe you're holding onto that Holding onto that I cannot believe you're holding onto that