Overthink

I sit alone Watching these people that I thought I know Lie to my face and then say that they don't Sometimes I wish that I was on my own (On my own) I see my old friends Go behind my back and betray me again I look at our pictures our friendship began It was so simple oh so innocent I try I try I try I try But every single time I am denied Oh I'm denied I've felt this pain ten fucking times And out of nine I said I'm doing fine But I guess I lied I lied I'm so insecure care what people think Haven't felt this before And now I overthink I overthink But I'm not him I will never be I wanna do the things he does so easily so easily (I overthink, I overthink) Something feels different no somethings brand new I cannot tell if it is me or you Wait one more minutes and then you will see That for once I am so fucking happy I cry I cry I cry I cry I'm sick of telling people I am fine Cause I'm not fine I feel this pain every fucking time And every single time I hope to die I hope to die I'm so insecure care what people think Haven't felt this before And now I overthink I overthink But i'm not him I will never be I wanna do the things he does so easily so easily I fuckin' hate myself I fuckin' hate myself I fuckin' hate myself I fuckin' hate myself I fuckin' hate myself I fuckin' hate myself I fuckin' hate myself I wann save myself