HURT ME

It's been months since we last talked I guess I'll pick up where we left off Feels like you left me at a rest stop We both took a shot to the chest, you were wearing teflon And when I made a wrong move, you pulled the gun out My body hit the floor, then you run out I love you from the sunup to sundown I hate to say that I'm rundown and now I want out I take my time The world is growing cold Your words won't hurt me again It weighs down on my soul I lose my mind The ever growing toll hurts less if you tell me when I guess I'm moving on now Walking with a smile up on my face I got it going on now Pushing off your hands as I fall from grace, yeah The seasons change and my mood darkens It takes me back where all the pain started I've been dealing with shit that you don't know about Don't come at me talking some crazy shit with an open mouth And if misery loves company, why no one ever come for me? All I got left are these memories and they f*ck with me You got a full smile, I suffer I need something to make her to fall in love with me I wonder why that apple had that bitter taste Evil makes me adamant, I'm passing it to get away Kick the door, I've been irate Weight up on my dinner plate Pick my heart up off the floor and make me hyperventilate Lately I've been stuck, I've been 'tryna buckle down You're running out of luck if you're 'tryna f*ck around I pick my feet up and stay on the ground I throw my sorrows away 'for they drown me I take my time The world is growing cold Your words won't hurt me again It weighs down on my soul I lose my mind The ever growing toll hurts less if you tell me when I guess I'm moving on now Walking with a smile up on my face I got it going on now Pushing off your hands as I fall from grace, yeah I take my time The world is growing cold Your words won't hurt me again It weighs down on my soul Always thought she was something from outer space We would watch the stars with my hands up on her waist Remember the first time she said that I fit her taste The memories of her face on my chest leave my heart aching Cold hearted she would come off Everytime she did, I would always run off Wish I would've looked back Pretend that the glass full and try to stay on track I was thinking she was a queen, she played Jack She done kick me off of the team, no tradebacks Always been the last one to be picked, like gym class Buckle up and take a seat when we clicked, we zoomed past I try and I get burnt, the fumes at full blast I'm true to my self-worth, I'm 'tryna stay old fashioned But this wasn't part of the script It's getting too hard to handle, I think I'm losing my grip