only one

I'm suffocating, I can feel it in my fucking face Pressing down, I feel every ounce of that fucking weight You come from a long line of people that I used to date Still I grip onto every word that I get as of late Holding onto it, I can't even look at you straight There's a part of me who knows how we ended was fate But more often than not, I know I'm a product of hate But at my core I know I'm a product of what I create My trust is low since I been in my ways Only one is myself, I can't betray Ain't holding out for no more better days Those were the bеtter days My trust is low since I been in my ways Only one is mysеlf, I can't betray Ain't holding out for no more better days Those were the better days And Jayden is 7 months And Kyle is... 7 months I knew that I was bad for you, but I'm having second thoughts 'Cause I'm the only one who's gotta' feel the total cost I'm selfish I just wish you would see some of what I got Instead I'm stuck preaching my verses to anyone you're not I'm the only one who fails to recognize the problem I know I'm the only one that could ever really solve 'em Been wallowing in my ways, I'm far past my fucking bottom 2020, I see this shit - I'm the fucking problem My trust is low since I been in my ways Only one is myself, I can't betray Ain't holding out for no more better days Those were the better days My trust is low since I been in my ways Only one is myself, I can't betray Ain't holding out for no more better days Those were the better days