Speakmytruth

When I was a kid I, uh, I went on the train with my father to Chicago I had a wonderful day. You ever been on a train, Jack? I've never been on a train. But I, I think I... actually I think I did once Uh It was eighth grade on the back of the bus Water on my heart, didn't know it would rust Making this music so I don't go nuts Weight on my chest for a couple of months Everyone know I'm a liar, I'm burning these bridges, stay warm in these fires My girl getting mad and upset, and she tired of dealing with me 'cuz my brain always wired My friends went away thats for better or worse Addiction and lies, this shit feel like a curse I'm feeling woozy, might need me a nurse To do CPR and fix all of the hurt Aye, where you going, are you okay I'mma lights on the propane Gas, feel like a no name Don't know where I'm finna go mane Jumpin' on Airtime tramps, aye Shaved head with a bald fade Now I be doin' the laps Up in your wallet like I work for Allstate I done took a couple bucks, aye Act like I don't give a f*ck, aye When I'm really outta luck, aye Every day I'm feeling stuck, aye Remember being in my bed, uh And being in the shed, uh Then I go inside my head, uh Used to popping all the meds I'd always look back and it's scary to see I'd look in the mirror and never see me And I wouldn't know why, but it's clearer to see That I was in bad, man I was in deep