different guy

I've had this dream reoccur in my head while in my bed A world with a weight off my shoulders Not bearing some boulders My feelings weren't on the floor, didn't tie me down, or drown me out But I know that ain't so Can I just grow? Chaotic, not together, just please show me the light In my heart to guide me the way to take time Just start over No more grinding sandpaper on a stone, won't smooth out my doubts But I feel like I can't break this curse With me since birth Suffocating from my overthinking Now I'm reaching the brink, but I think But, but I, but, but, but I, but, but I I wanna grow from this And, and I, and, and, and I, and, and I Could be a different guy It's always same old and same this Emotions take over and it's bullshit, no substance, I'm sorry It's my fault They have affect on you, it's true But do I say that to you? (No) I deny my mind, not right It's anarchy, no sanity Stubborn ways were all I knew Now I lift the veil, found the truth (Take time) It's not too late, change yourself, no more circles, you know that (Breathe) Old actions don't have to keep you in the mud, you know that (Take time) Shed away the layers of past and regret there's the light (And see) The man staring back at you, brand new, oh But, but I, but, but, but I, but, but I I'm gonna grow from this And, and I, and, and, and I, and, and I Could be a different guy Oh, oh, oh (Different guy, I'm gonna be a different guy) Mmm (Different guy) Oh (I'm gonna be a different guy)