the past

I got a bad, feeling About how you feel Am I dead? Or alive Where the hell am I? Oh yeah I feel your sins tonight And I fucked up everything I tried I been running from my past like it's nothing Everything behind I went way above it They say they "miss the old me" but they don't know him He just wanna come out I won't approach him He's been running through my mind he's been running through my head and now I just take back everything i said I feel so dead and alone And now I'm just on my own Can I be your lover boy I'll fill your heart with all my joy All your smiles and all your hateness I know that it won't ever break me I still feel him in my mind I still feel him in my head I thought that he was dead but he was alive He was crawling in my eyes tryna get me blind from all the light that's shining Bright It really saved my life And he tried to f*ck it up this time I don't wanna be the one that has to leave but I'll still be right by you for eternity I don't understand why you're hurting me I think I might just go I don't wanna be the one that has to leave but I'll still be right by you for eternity I don't understand why you're hurting me I think I might just go I got a bad, feeling About how you feel Am I dead? Or alive Where the hell am I? Oh yeah I feel your sins tonight And I fucked up everything I tried