Ruderalis

I hope I can see you lately That's probably my first mistake You're looking it definitely kills me It's pushing me way past the brink I'm sorry I'm constantly Underneath my own shit I learned how to fill up my life fast Just to drain the sink Not to be rude about it Smoked up on Ruderalis I'm seeing smiling faces Washed up I wish I'm wasted Not to be rude about it Smoked up on Ruderalis Got your attention That's all I ever needed You could look at me And I could die I learned a lesson There's mythic structure in my head You could bet Against me Against me Against me You represent the past and not the future Not to be rude about it Smoked up on Ruderalis I'm seeing smiling faces Washed up I wish it wasted Not to be rude about it Smoked up on Ruderalis