Stumbled

For so long I was afraid of this day to come I’m still looking for more answers And I know This time I really dived to deep Fell down on my knees the air too thick to breathe Going back to where I’ve started Tried to find my dream but stumbled I’ve got to get stronger I’m trying to speak But it’s hard to explain It feels like living, but I’m dying again I’m drowning, but still breathing, Breathing as well I got one foot in heaven and one foot in hell Like Monday mornings I’m already tired again Slowly fading Out of dreams of yesterday Like Monday mornings And at least my thoughts are free It’s a long way for a teardrop From the mountain to the sea So let it begin Let the pain slowly creep in I’m falling in line the way I never wanted All dreams and emotions Are buried at the bottom of the ocean And I’m going under Going back to where I’ve started Tried to find my dream but stumbled, Oh yeah stumbled