I Still Stay the Same

Oh can I believe I'm off to something good? Or do I believe I suffer cause I should? Meditating sometimes ten times a week, and the weekend Evaluating every thought that I think, or don't think Is this hard enough for you to catch a break oh yeah? I keep cracking my neck like I need to shed a skin Playing my cards but the house always wins I'm in desperate need of change But I still stay the same Oh can I believe I've earned the right to say? Oh that I believe I'm finally on my way? Celebrating two long years without drinks, or the weed pen Navigating my new life as the saint of the weekend Is this hard enough for you to catch a break oh yeah? Then why am I still feeling so insane? I keep cracking my neck like I need to shed a skin Playing my cards but the house always wins I'm in desperate need of change But I still stay the same If the universe tends to unfold as it should How long must I wait for something good I'm in desperate need of change But I still stay the same But I still stay the same But I still stay the same Do you ever feel as though you have something so deep inside you That was only waiting for a chance to come out Like some sort of extra power that you're just not using But feel it slipping down the falls instead of gushing up And going through the turbines? It's a feeling that I've got something important to say but The power always feels like its just slipping away And if the words cannot be found Then we'll all be underground I keep cracking my neck like I need to shed a skin Playing my cards but the house always wins I'm in desperate need of change But I still stay the same If hard work pays off and dreams come true And bad times don't last but bad guys do I'm in desperate need of change But I still stay the same But I still stay the same But I still stay the same But I still stay the same But I still stay the same