ghost in my bed

Falling and I'm crawling but I cannot find the way And I'm calling out your name although I cannot hear you say Tattered and abused I feel like I was just a muse to you Selfishly you made me see what I was fucking born to be I think I might be dead I heard what you said You're never coming back to see what you had left of me It wasn't in my head I'm sick of seeing red And I'm nervously restlessly racing back in time So come back come back come back come back in time Don't you know that you're the one that makes me lose my mind Come with me I'll show you everything you left behind I think I might be dead There's a ghost in my bed I'm trying but you're crying and you're pushing me away And I'm sorry you're convinced because it doesn't It doesn't have to be this way F*ck it and I'm falling and I'm never coming back Ever since you left my life is like a train that's falling off it's tracks I'm falling off the tracks I think I might be dead I heard what you said You're never coming back to see what you had left of me It wasn't in my head I'm sick of seeing red And I'm nervously restlessly racing back in time So come back come back come back come back in time Don't you know that you're the one that makes me lose my mind Come with me I'll show you everything you left behind I think I might be dead There's a ghost in my bed Tell me how to get back I want to hear you say my name I'm trying not to look back I'm trying not to feel this pain Tell me don't you ever think of me Tell me why a ghost can can feel this pain?