trying to breathe

One, two, there, four I find myself now drowning trying to breathe Every little thing i thought that made me happy made me quit Now, days are longer nights are shorter in every corner My mind is gone And i won't try to do my best about it Crying, shouting, screaming, smiling, feeling like a disappointment I let me down i've got no crown and i can not help it But my heart broke Hope for a new day? I'm sorry that was yesterday Would it be ok if i cried? In every way I can not find myself again Do I have a confession to make? Now, the second verse starts and it falls apart Because my eyes are just wide shut and not a tear has fallen from them Some people might say that i am just insensitive So I guessed i lied in the fucking hook didn't I? I feel the weight of the tears i left behind And every single of those moments in which I have felt abandoned Now all i know is i have a void inside I have to fill this hole But now I Hope for a new day? I'm sorry that was yesterday Would it be ok if i cried? In every way I can not find myself again Do I have a confession to make? I'm sorry I'm sorry Would it be ok if I cried? I'm sorry I'm sorry I don't wanna live inside a lie And I'm sorry I'm sorry would it be ok if I cry? I'm sorry I just… Hope for a new day? I'm sorry that was yesterday Would it be ok if i cried? In every way I can't seem to find myself again Do I have a confession to make? I do…