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Said I just wanna know (I just wanna know) What's really meant for me (What's really meant for me) Said i just wanna know right now Said i just wanna know right now I just wanna know (I just wanna know) What's really meant for me (What's really meant for me) Said i just wanna know right now Said i just wanna know right now Tell the truth man I'm scared to close my eyes. Cause everytime I wake up I see life passing me by But these them thoughts that I won't talk about with others My dawg just had his son I'm really happy for my brother Now these thoughts starting to creep off in my mind If I'm ever gonna have it, man I guess it ain't my time My other dawg said he pickin out a ring I know he really love her if he telling that to me As a youngin wore my heart off on my sleeve Now I'm older and it's colder getting hard for me to see These trust issues and that's rooted in my mother I know I need to heal before I can ever love another 27 and I know that now Still young but I'm old enough can't go back now But these them thoughts that I won't talk about with others I'd rather load a J and keep my feelings undercover Said I just wanna know (I just wanna know) What's really meant for me (What's really meant for me) Said i just wanna know right now Said i just wanna know right now I just wanna know (I just wanna know) What's really meant for me (What's really meant for me) Said i just wanna know right now Said i just wanna know right now Uh Glen this madea, I didn't want anything, uh pressing But I just wanted to know if you, uh thought to see If you might come home this weekend, I'll talk to you later Tell the truth man every day I think about it If my granny really happy what she think about me And all them things that she'll never get to see Like me have my first child, or me really on my feet 23 when I saw yo last breath I know it hurt everybody so I stayed to myself Whole family in that hospital room I had to walk down that hall I know them tears would come through The pastor saw me and said come on man let's pray about it I ain't really wanna have no words with anybody All I wanted was to be to myself I just lost the one person I could really ask for help Now these tears startin' to creep through my eyes As I sit off in this chair and I ask the Lord why But these them thoughts that I won't talk about with others I'd rather load a beat and let my feelings do whatever Said I just wanna know What's really meant for me Said i just wanna know right now Said i just wanna know right now Said I just wanna know What's really meant for me Said i just wanna know right now Said i just wanna know right now