Carousel: My First Love (feat. Brandon Wang)

I have been waiting The constant feeling Feelings of eagerness, and anxiousness, but somehow doubtful Is it safe? Will I have fun? Who knows, unless the undoubtful Become proudful, who always gets a mouthful But why am I uncertain? Uncertain to try and find somebody The nobody, body who is waiting For me Until then, I'll pick one I step onto the carousel I start picking which horse will make me laugh, cry, and love Different types, different colors I have preferences! But I already spot my favorite one I have a preference But which one do I choose? I circle, round and round and round Where? I need, I want to find my perfect seat Because you support my flight I can't help to wait in line again Again And again Spinning, round and round and round I found you I finally, finally found you Some days I come back Choose a different animal for my flight Yet, I see you from the corner of my eye Your gorgeous porcelain look From your eyes, to the colors you bear I feel a warm feeling that you are unaware But we always have imperfections Finding my truest love I choose the self-spinning cup Twirling myself faster than I could with you But I feel guilt Jealousy bubbles in my stomach Dizzy at the thought of someone else choosing you Your look Your bright colors wear and dull with each ride Yet your allure pangs at my heart and pulls like the tide I seethe in envy as others choose you, it's hiding beneath, the wreath of the thought of you Even though I had my opportunity once too I chose the teacup, as a new one comes and goes I look back The memories of once before, now fade and flicker images I compose I look back On the flashbacks of how I yearned for you I begin to resent Resent your flashing lights and foolish song I see past your bells and whistles that once strung me along But then I look back and nostalgize all the ups and downs Ebbs and flows of our time riding together