A Little Bit

I was in an accident in 1997 Thought I was spared for something bigger than life But everything I've done since then has been for nothing I watch movies just to fill up the time Chances wasted all I do is survive And if you say you wanna hurt me Get in line it's been on my mind A thought broke in through an open window While I'm giving her another like And a little bit of compassion goes a long way And a little bit of caring and I'd love to stay But I've got a little bit of rage And a little bit of despair And it's that little bit of self-hate that will push you away I can't commit every decision is an endless task Stuck in an hourglass without any sand I'll do my laundry check my phone and wonder when I died I'll catch the raincloud floating over my bed I'll set the table time to do it again And I believe in never after A flash of sunlight that's all we are Instead I'll smile for whatever brought me To this pantomime of a life And a little bit of compassion goes a long way And a little bit of caring and I'd love to stay But I've got a little bit of rage And a little bit of despair And it's that little bit of self-hate that will push you away Dropped my feelings on the way I snuff the candle and I take myself to bed Before I wake And a little bit of compassion goes a long way And a little bit of caring and I'd love to stay But I've got a little bit of rage And a little bit of despair And it's that little bit of self-hate that will push you away