River

I'm late again So I'm told Started walking from the wrong place And everything I've loved since then Has burned like cinders into ashes I was supposed to be in London Before I was born Before I learned to lie And I am supposed to die alone Before I grow old Before I learn to love Time isn't quite what I expected Am I already dead Is this my day to day The life that I wanted hasn't started Never gave it a chance I couldn't trust myself If you ever find this song I'm sorry I never wanted this If you still got time before it's over Let the darkness in If you ever take that train come over I'll show you what we missed In the years before my mind took over And locked me up within I found my river a lifetime too late Where I found my heart I found my river a lifetime too late Where I found my heart I found my river too late Where I found my heart