Out of My Mind

I haven't been myself since I can remember Remember when you said it'd be forever Sleep on the floor cause I can't stand the idea Of an empty space where you used to be Take your pictures off the walls and Sit around waiting for the call I know will never come I wanna cut my hair and change my name Find someone other than myself to blame I wanna take my heart and throw it away It never did much anyway I want you to know how it feels To not be able to heal I want you to know how it feels I want you to know how it feels You've got me feeling out of my mind Have trouble believing I'll get better with time I know I can't make it all on my own How can I feel safe when you were my home Take your pictures off the walls and Sit around waiting for the call I know will never come I wanna cut my hair and change my name Find someone other than myself to blame I wanna take my heart and throw it away It never did much anyway I want you to know how it feels To not be able to heal I want you to know how it feels I want you to know how it feels