Nightmares

When I was a child I never thought about it twice And all of the photos of me were in black and white Living in the real world was a concept left to try But I never thought that life was fragile and unkind My heart isn’t empty But I can’t forget my Can’t forget my nightmares Surrounded by darkness and the monsters in the night I cling to my mother ‘cause she was my only light Don’t tell me you have all the answers Don’t tell me how to deal with cancer After all this time I feel my heart’s been left behind And I just wanna hit rewind But what’s the point in going back? Sometimes I feel like you’re fading slowly from my mind And that is so scary to me, it must be a lie I found out the truth but I refuse to think it’s right I’m going to choose to keep on searching 'til I find A sign of you ‘Cause I can’t forget my Can’t forget my nightmares Surrounded by darkness and the monsters in the night I cling to my mother ‘cause she was my only light Don’t tell me you have all the answers Don’t tell me how to deal with cancer ‘Cause after all this time I feel my heart’s been left behind And I just wanna hit rewind But what’s the point in going back? Feel my heart's been left behind I just wanna hit rewind But what's the point in going back What's the point in going back? Going back What's the point in going back?