The Porch

Well these are the times that will tell We always buy into the lies that we sell We only take care if we think there's a hell We f*ck up and say there's no point to feel well Oh, hey little one, where have you been? I've been running all around like a madman My eyes tired from the sting of the nights out And fights with my demons when they try to keep me sane I could have used you then You should have been there when I needed a friend I gave you everything I had and you put it to the torch So I left your gifts on the porch And I could never have shown you the way to go You were on your own Just like you always wanted And you never gave me any sympathy even after we Tried everything you wanted You could never shown me the warmth of home It was all for show Just like you always wanted And trust me we can see, you don't need anybody So forget about me Do everything you wanted We were in our prime but what happened? Everything was fine nothing mattered Now there's all these lines and more lies all of time But I'm fine, honestly I'm fine Did you get my letters? And how do you feel about the threats I made towards your parents? Is this what you call love? Cos it feels like torture, I left your gifts on the porch You're stronger than my walls are And you broke them down with promises I've never been at war until now But our memories are a battleground You sort of freak me out, you kind of sneak about Don't speak to me about your mixed feelings Lead me on and maybe treat me wrong But don't tell me it's part of your healing You sort of freak me out, you kind of sneak about Don't speak to me about your mixed feelings Lead me on and maybe treat me wrong But don't tell me it's part of your healing You sort of freak me out, you kind of sneak about Don't speak to me about your mixed feelings Lead me on and maybe treat me wrong But don't tell me it's part of your healing You sort of freak me out, you kind of sneak about Don't speak to me about your mixed feelings Lead me on and maybe treat me wrong But don't tell me it's part of your healing And I could never have shown you the way to go You were on your own Just like you always wanted And you never gave me any sympathy even after we Tried everything you wanted You could never shown me the warmth of home It was all for show Just like you always wanted And trust me we can see, you don't need anybody So forget about me Do everything you wanted