Crying in the Rain

By myself I’m so alone I’m feeling cold I’m feeling low the Zone of self control implodes, depression taking a toll Anxiety grows and a part of me is broken to the Point of lost hope with emotions I refuse to show Cover up my voice tone, secretly thinking about my Suicide note I know I just couldn’t take the Stress any longer any more of this and I’ll be asking For an overdose just anything to kill the woe Crying in the rain I’m crying in the rain Crying in the rain I’m crying in the rain Crying in the rain I’m crying in the rain Crying in the rain I’m crying in the rain I got pills and the sharp blade I’m letting it kill the heartache the Feeling is so haunting it follows me in all ways like Always I’m somehow in the wrong place I'm going straight Towards a different route like I’m jumping off the interstate Behind the mask is a face who is not okay I’m Feeling devastated in one too many ways you can Find me on the cemetery sitting upon the grave I’ll be Contemplating if there’s anything that could stop the pain Crying in the rain I’m crying in the rain Crying in the rain I’m crying in the rain Crying in the rain I’m crying in the rain Crying in the rain I’m crying in the rain Nothing I can do to get over what I am going through I’m Exposing out the truth when you find me on a noose I Feeling myself I’m dangling it is a way of me just getting loose Loosen up the sky for my soul let it through ain't no Soul too low for high hopes let it levitate Towards the better place I’m down here I’m out of place Put me underneath a grave, open up the heaven gates Watch me float away after I’m crying in the rain Crying in the rain I’m crying in the rain Crying in the rain I’m crying in the rain Crying in the rain I’m crying in the rain Crying in the rain I’m crying in the rain Couldn’t take the Stress any longer any more of this and I’ll be asking For an overdose just anything to kill the woe Find me on the cemetery sitting upon the grave I’ll be Contemplating if there’s any thing that could stop the pain Put me underneath a grave, open up the heaven gates Watch me float away after I’m crying in the rain Crying in the rain I’ve been crying in the rain always Crying in the rain I am crying in the rain