I Made This for You

I never got to hug you I never got to kiss you I Never got to give my love like I wanted to yeah I Still feel for you these feelings that I try to hide are True I couldn't let them out so I made this for you What else can I do I'm sorry for being clingy We were young teens now you don't wanna see me I’m Surrounded by nothing that would heal the darkness in me when I’m By myself, with this broken heart within me I made this for you I hope that you know that I Still care I miss you I still say your name Underneath my lips, it hurts being sad, I want you to Hear this I'm dying to hear you respond back I realize it’s not right for me to talk to you You wouldn’t like the sound of me, when I'm sounding blue I get it I’m nothing to you I’m Sorry for not being good enough for you... I get Overlooked as feeling good when really underneath my hood is Someone who is miserable hard to put it into words I Went from being invincible to feeling pitiful I Still look back at our past texts that remind me of you now Everything has to be given a past tense, and it’s hard to Look back when we were tension free to what ever happened I'm feeling dead inside I’m feeling dead and sad And I get it, if you think I’m lost in the head I made this for you I hope that you know that I Still care I miss you I still say your name Underneath my lips, it hurts being sad, I want you to Hear this I'm dying to hear you respond back Sorry for falling in love with you I'm Sorry for having a crush on you I'm Sorry I'm not good enough for you I'm Sorry that I meant nothing to you I'm Sorry for my shyness that I have inside, I'm Sorry that I couldn’t break the silence in time I Hide every reason for me to cry cuz you See it as an excuse for me to not be alright