My Mind

Oh I've been hiding under ground Taking my bearings and figuring me out Most of the time I find myself bewildered I rid myself from dark thoughts I be filtered Mountainous landscapes pictures in my mind Oh I wish I could take back time But the burden lies heavy on me I guess it's a case I won't be living life peacefully Cause everywhere I go he follows me And when I turn I see him watching me And in the dark shadows is where he hides his eyes And the truth it claws inside my mind Inside my mind Broken bottles all around me Oh I can't see me riding my troubles And the nights they last to long I guess it's a case of I know longer feel strong Cause everywhere I go he follows me And when I turn I see him watching me And in the dark shadows is where he hides his eyes And the truth it claws inside my mind Inside his mind But I don't think there's a place for people like me Washed up against the road neglected by society And I drained myself from happy thoughts all of the time I suppose I let you down and now I'm out of time The whispers I hear till the end of dawn No it's not peaceful It's not a song And the knife it stabs in my side I know I've messed up I've stepped out of line And everywhere I go I see him in the shadows My conscience takes over I can't remember when I was last sober