Where Did The Times Go Pt1

You see here kid, you gotta just go for it Don't think about what comes after or what came before You just gotta bend your knees, take a deep breath, and jump And you might think, what if I fall Well, what if you don't What if you fly Oh, oh, oh, oh Yea, Say I had a dream I know I had a dream, I made it back when I was feeling low I spent all summer making beats but I still felt so slow I love my music, I don't use it just to make some dough Had a lot of friends inside this industry, it's not for show Had a lot of friends before this shit that was a while ago I know they hated me, they never wanna see me grow But now they see me, they be asking around like, how are you They think I gave a shit, that's funny But I bet they knew all of the shit that I saw I've been through it all but yet I ain't been through it all I used to watch all of these rappers' interviews I'm wondering if one day I hope that would be me too You know I hate it when I let the past into my life It makes my head spin I know some people really never wanna see me win Sometimes I wonder about the life that I'm involved in I wonder what my life would be if I just gave up then If I ain't try to change my life, if I ain't try to win I sometimes wonder if one day I would've had a twin He'd understand my pain and ask me about the times I'm in But now I think I found that twin inside a close friend He knows me well after the times that him and I spent All of the wholesome messages that him and I sent I wonder if you were my brother, you know I love you Say, I don't wanna feel like this, no more I don't wanna be like this Say, I don't wanna fix my life, no more I don't wanna be like this Yeah, I told my mom I'll make it I tell her, don't you worry, I won't let you try and change it I know you meant the best for me, but I don't wanna see it You're telling me I'm wasting time, well I don't wanna hear it You know I have a lot of friends I know believe in me They wanna see me win and I just wanna say I need I need to see you at the top and we gon' make our dreams I'll meet you there, don't worry bro, you know it's you and me I know we have a lot of goals that we just wanna meet But in the end it's about this journey and about trying to be One amongst the greatest, it's just really what we need To be a hero to somebody, watch them chase their dream I know there ain't a lot of history between you and me I had a feeling that I knew you since I was like three You were my brother and together we were chasing dreams I really wish to see you happy doing what you need To make shit happen bro, I know you never had a doubt From the first time that you won and almost blacked out I see you're training and you bet that now I know now To chase the dream you can just sit back and relax now You gotta give it to your all and burn your heart out And in the end you'll win and then you'll watch the crowd shout I'll be there in the stands, I'll never give up again I don't wanna feel like this no more I don't wanna be like this Say, I don't wanna fix my life no more I don't wanna be like this Oh, oh, oh, oh