I Hate Myself

It's all in my head I can't get out of this mess My heart is broken I'm trapped inside the darkness Too little, too late I tried to save myself Too little, too late I cannot save myself Too little, too late I'm gonna end myself And if I'm not here tomorrow Then you will know my sorrow And if I'm not here tomorrow And if I can't love myself Then how can I love somebody else This is a cry for help Because I hate myself Listen I don't know a single way to explain it How I feel inside, like I'm rushing through my days, it's As if I wanna end it soon, but still wanna stay, which If you ask me the worst type of contradiction, I'm aching My body's feeling weak, like getting out of bed's a chore Some days, my meaning of success is opening doors And going out the store, just to break down in my core But I can't let them see, or my next ride's to a psych ward Why do I feel this weight just from working I hate being lazy, but can't make time worth it I can't do shit without feelin like I'm worthless Like what's the fuckin point, I'm a bucket of worry Worry, hurry, before time runs out, but then I think There's no reason, I just got to slow down Slow down and clear my head, but one thought makes it out No matter what, I still hate myself, wow Frozen And I'm broken And we all fall down We all fall down Below the ground Frozen And I'm broken And if I can't love myself Then how can I love somebody else This is a cry for help Because I hate myself