perfectionist

(Consistency doesn't mean perfection, and setbacks will surely come) (Place your mind beyond the reach of fear) (Why do you constantly need more?) (And when is more ever enough?) (Live your life as if you were destined to live forever) All I want Is to feel like I serve a purpose All I need Is to keep it level on the surface And act like I don't deserve this I only wanna preface Everything is all my fault If you turn away Maybe I won't have to hide my face If you have to say"Why are you like this in the first place?" My only response is I'm only despondent Cause I'm a perfectionist And I know I'll never be perfect Despite my best efforts All I can do is deflect My head's an endless desert (so show me) Show me what I gotta do Just to get through to you Tell me what I gotta say If I make a mistake Show me what I gotta do Gotta do If you turn away Maybe I won't have to hide my face If you have to say"Why are you like this in the first place?" My only response is I'm only despondent Cause I'm a perfectionist