Hard To Explain (feat. ECLIPsE)

Told her I need time n this bitch start crying Don't hit me on my line why you typing You're fucking up my mind without trying Bitch why you lying Whatchu fucking hiding Lips are so inviting Kiss it feels like lightning The risk feels so exciiting Bitch got me feeling like I'm fucking dying The way you fucking smmiile My brain goes fucking wiiild I'm so damn fucking tired Of liars n fakes Of mindlessness snakes I'm higher than planes I can't a catch a break I've lost all my faith I'm lost in my ways Don't see no escape It's hard to explain I haaaate the wayyyy your stuck inside my heead If I stay in this place I know I'll end up deaAd Can't fall asleep at night cause I'm laying in our bed Memories ingrained inside of my head Lost in my ways I might blow out my brains You don't know all the pain that I've felt in my life Would you notice if I died Killed myself by tonight Suicides on my mind Yeah you know I'm not alright I've been high for a minute Bitch I feel like I'm dead Living life just ain't the same Because I got nothing left I don't know Where to go Just uh ghost That's all so Kill myself Tie the rope Tie the noose N I end it quick Told her I need time n this bitch start crying Don't hit me on my line why you typing You're fucking up my mind without trying Bitch why you lying Whatchu fucking hiding Lips are so inviting Kiss it feels like lightning The risk feels so exciiting Bitch got me feeling like I'm fucking dying The way you fucking smmiile My brain goes fucking wiiild I'm so damn fucking tired Of liars n fakes Of mindlessness snakes I'm higher than planes I can't a catch a break I've lost all my faith I'm lost in my ways Don't see no escape It's hard to explain