Last Time I Yearned

Last time that I yearned Last time that I yearned Thought it would be Hoped it would be the last time Last time that I yearned You'd think I would've learned But the lack of promise Always makes me feel at home The flood always comes Then you gotta build a dam Give a damn Mete it with your own two hands Ya claw at it all Deeper into no man's land One man's damn With that language that we made Let die then tried to build again Oh, you sweet trick of yearning Leave me alone rightfully Cuz I did not ask for this Regret is a wondrous soil Leave it be leave me be To dismantle, decay, fall away Free-fall from the bones Free-fall from the bones Oh, let this yearning chase me Am wise to the tricks And I am free And have all you rivers to thank I'll hitch with those instead You'll get no resistance out of me More people can ride Ride you clean Forever more