August

I'M OBSESSED WITH THE THOUGHT OF A BETTER ME AND I JUST THINK THAT I WANTED TWO DIFFERENT THINGS YEAH YOU'D THINK THAT IT WOULD COME SO EASILY WELL LAST I CHECKED I'M STILL PRETTY HARD TO PLEASE PUT MYSELF IN A PLACE WHERE I DIDN'T GROW STILL REGRET THE LAST THING THAT I WROTE I COULD HIDE AWAY FOR A WHILE AND YOU'D NEVER KNOW WON'T YOU DIG ME UP FROM HERE OR JUST LET ME GO I JUST WISH I FOR ONCE COULD FEEL INVITED WHAT CAN I SAY, DON'T KNOW IF I CAN HIDE IT AND I'M BARELY COMING DOWN FEEL LIKE A BORE TO BE AROUND NO I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY DID YOU JUST NOW FIGURE OUT? DON'T LOOK BACK CAUSE IT WON'T FIX ANYTHING SECOND GUESSED EVERY WORD THAT I WANTED TO SAY YOU SAID I ATTRACT THOSE THINGS THAT CAUSED ME PAIN IT'S A TRAP AND I WAS JUST STANDING IN THE WAY AND I'M BARELY COMING DOWN FEEL LIKE A BORE TO BE AROUND NO I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY DID YOU JUST NOW FIGURE OUT? WHAT IF I STILL WANT IT WOULD THAT REALLY EVEN MATTER NOW?