Creature of Habit

Think I understand how things led up to being this way I'm afraid the choices I've made were just all big mistakes Should've gone to college, could've made something of myself that way Wasted all my time in this short life wishing that I wasn't awake So don't ask me what I'm doing cause you know I'm wondering the same x4 How am I supposed to be an artist if I do nothing I don't touch my journal my guitar I barely even sing Yet I still complain that I'm stuck in the same fucking place What's the point of being self aware if you don't do a thing So don't ask me what I'm doing cause you know I'm wondering the same x4"