haunted

I need to distract myself today But you haunt me like a ghost Cause in my head you're miles away But in my heart you're so damn close And I don't wanna spend the time getting to know you I just want to know you And be done I just want things to be comfortable and see through But I'm so anxious and hidden Cause I don't want to feel like this Feel like this Feel like this No I don't want to feel like this Feel like this Anymore It's hurting me in my chest Wish I could just wish you the best But I don't want to feel like this Feel like this Feel like this Anymore I find it difficult to trust But you make it seem so easy I know this feeling is more than lust Crave the illusion of this safety But I don't want to waste my time on wistful dreaming Cause it'll only let me down And I've got too much pride and ego overthinking So these emotions aren't allowed And I don't want to feel like this Feel like this Feel like this No I don't want to feel like this Feel like this Anymore It's hurting me in my chest Wish I could just wish you the best But I don't want to feel like this Feel like this Feel like this Anymore Won't let you know It's humiliating To feel like this