Staring at the Faucet

Head's a mess, on the inside it's a mosh pit Pipe down, let me get in on the gossip Jackie, call me back Head's a mess, on the inside it's a mosh pit Pipe down, let me get in on the gossip Tried to get a grip on my mind before I lost it Just spent thirty seconds staring at the faucet Dealing with these complications, it's exhausting Tryna hold a conversation, I cannot think My head been tryna sway me I won't ever switch up My head been tryna sway me Let me vent for a second I'm not ok, I confess it Don't know why you even try I know you won't get it Why do I even bother? I'm just a bother I can't be bothered Oh no Fucked in the head Tell me something that I don't know Tucked into bed Peace of mind is still a no show They don't understand So I guess I'm riding solo They don't understand Started eighteen years ago, oh I'm my own worst enemy, victim of identity theft My life a documentary, am I hurting mentally? Yes I'll be fine eventually Or should I say potentially? F*ck if I know F*ck if I know I know Yeah I'm not listening, ain't doing what you say so Get out of my head Please just go away, oh Ain't felt like me in a minute Peace of mind come pay a visit Drop in, stop by I'm at home like all the time Head's a mess, on the inside it's a mosh pit Pipe down, let me get in on the gossip Tried to get a grip on my mind before I lost it Just spent thirty seconds staring at the faucet Dealing with these complications, it's exhausting Tryna hold a conversation, I cannot think My head been tryna sway me I won't ever switch up My head been tryna sway me Give me something to hold on to Give me reason to believe that I'ma come through Yeah, I think I've had enough Might just succumb to everything my head been telling me Hope it won't come true, uh Give me something to hold on to Give me reason to believe that I'ma come through Yeah, I think I've had enough Might just succumb to everything my head been telling me Hope it won't come true, uh Head's a mess, on the inside it's a mosh pit Pipe down, let me get in on the gossip Tried to get a grip on my mind before I lost it Just spent thirty seconds staring at the faucet Dealing with these complications, it's exhausting Tryna hold a conversation, I cannot think My head been tryna sway me I won't ever switch up My head been tryna sway me My head been tryna sway me Tried to get a On my mind before I lost it Lost it, lost it Staring at the faucet