Therapy Session

It's 2 in the morning And I'm in the studio With so many things on my mind And I gotta let it go Some people think my life is perfect But they just don't really know That I'm crying on the inside And nobody really knows I got abandonment issues My father come round then leave Then tell me he didn't want me When I was only eighteen And then I found out he died When I was just twenty-three There's just so much to the story But I'll come back to that, see I just love this music But the politics of music can be fucked up sometimes People say they love you But secretly out here plotting for your demise Sometimes I feel depressed Damn I said it Wondering if I'll ever be that superstar within But I can't let that get the best of me, oh And I got problems sharing my feelings And I'd rather hold it in until I'm bleeding Sometimes I blame myself for walking out and leaving When my mother told me go follow my dreams, and She had cancer And I was going to LA to make things happen Get a record deal and tell her no more stressin' We gon get the best doctors You ain't gonna worry Mama, oh But this part, this part I'll never get over It plays like over and over I'd get a phone call My brother on the line Telling me to come home Mama don't look fine Thinking to myself she gon be just fine And then my cousin gets on the line (Yo, yo, Los, I don't know how to tell you this, but um, She gone Yeah um, she passed away I'm so sorry man I'm so sorry) No, no, no, no Oh no No no no, No no no, no oh No oh And since she been gone I'm only a shell of what I used to be No my life ain't perfect Ooo Having so much pain in my life There must be a reason I'm here now So I'm talking to you Yeah I'm talking to you Yeah I'm talking to you Ohh, Ohh, Ohh, Yeah