Sometimes

Now the irony of me rollin up isn't lost on me And why this happen all of a sudden I wasn't worried I wasn't even checkin for you really that's not a shame I was focused on myself I saw that you seemed safe Thought your shit was settled Not forever but at least now So i could still grow with you And believe that you could simmer down Now I'm feeling like I shouldn't be losing my appetite I shouldn't be need the grieving right? I shouldn't be missing your being right? Thought that it was better now I felt like I could see you go Turned out you would disappear And we would say it isn't so What should I be feeling now? Maybe u could show me how If I listen maybe I could see the reason I've been down Now while I'm sad I know it comes in waves Still I'm wishing you could be okay And while I'm mad that it would be this way Yes, I know that this is true I'll see you sometimes I'll see you some days I'll see you in your songs I'll see you on the stage I'll say it sometimes I'll say I'm okay I'll say it's alright But it's still a shame Now you don't remember when I met you (I'd be surprised) I guess I didn't get a picture of it (Why didn't you?) So now I question if it really exists 'Cause like I wonder if you're feeling something I meant to tell u that your progression is of a genius And I hope that one day I can match your growth as it's seamless I mean it's lately felt like I'm doin nothing but running Escape my life, escape my thoughts Escape my nights, escape my flaws Am I bluffing? I seem a little off the rails Or, more like I lost the sails 'Cause I can just come back to earth to guide me But it feels like I've been out of words They'll try me I will fail I know i will fail Just wanna tell you you'll be loved forever Pieces of you passed down Peace and love'll be your message I don't think I'm obsessive Think I'm just in mourning now Either way I wish you peace And wish your family well See ya I'll see you sometimes I'll see you some days I'll see you in your songs I'll see you on the stage I'll say it sometimes I'll say I'm okay I'll say it's alright But it's still a shame I'll see you sometimes I'll see you some days I'll see you in your songs I'll see you on the stage I'll say it sometimes I'll say I'm okay I'll say it's alright But it's still a shame