Do You Want That?

I've been looking for the real thing Later seeing I was too dependent on the mood swings Not what I intended but I'll end up crying anyway F*ck if I remember how to chill and just communicate Got so many stories swirling around inside my ego brain Just wanna see my way up out of this to feel a change If I gotta fake it then I'll find a different better way I will be running but I'm finally giving up the chase There's a light there where you never thought to look to for You can fight back but the shadow got ya in for What you keep locked Will you let it loose to live some? Do you want that? Do you want that? (Do you want that?) Do you want that? (Do you want that?) Do you want that? (Do you want that?) Do you want that? Maybe at times, I prefer this, maybe at times I feel the pull of insecurities lurking beneath the surface Motivation's been escaping me keeping me from my courage I cannot be explained to I will not be the same soon Now it's been uncertain, to say the least It feels like something's been burning inside of me I don't know how my purpose should really form and come to be But maybe I'm just being paranoid over some sanity There's a light there where you never thought to look to for You can fight back but the shadow got ya in for What you keep locked Will you let it loose to live some? Do you want that? Do you want that? (Do you want that?) Do you want that? (Do you want that?) Do you want that? (Do you want that?) Do you want that?