Freeze

I wonder what you've been needing I wonder what you've been seeing I wonder if it's a problem that I will talk about this all I know is I was conceited, I wanted preachy positions I wanted talk without feeling Started sounding like what I'm runnin from I was eleven when I would notice the changes And I remember me callin my brother 'bitch' I didn't understand Starting to see I was growing into a villain Think I spotted the problem like regret was immediate Pondering if it's a matter of time Thinking of whether we seein a sign Keeping it calm but I'm freakin inside Leave it to me to be thinkin too much I could account for the way we feel Could account for the power to make this real Could account for the cowardice I was about here When a power to make it all better would appear What we've been needing Is so not what we've been seeing Wanna see that this problem is more than talk around a silly joke I've been no innocent lookin over my shoulder For ways to feel better bout how I'm part of the culture Don't go, don't leave Don't go, don't leave Don't run, just freeze Just be right here to talk this out you'll see Don't go, don't leave Don't go, don't leave Don't run, just freeze Just be right here we'll talk this out Don't go, don't leave Don't run, just freeze Don't go, don't leave Don't run, just freeze I wonder what you've been needin I wonder what you've been seein I wonder if it's a problem that I will talk about this all I know is I was conceited, I wanted preachy positions I wanted talk without feeling Started sounding like what I'm runnin from I could remember when I discovered the issues Was uncomfortable facing what I could see causing my attitude Still on a cycle of tryna find my potential And tryna keep the essentials of what I feel like I would need to lose But is it a matter of time? Depending on whether we're ready for making it different Might've been falling behind Might've been thinking about it but never endeavoring really to move out of line But I don't really wanna paint the disappointment I don't really think I paid a price to voice it I don't really think I made a point to coin this I don't really think I did it with my choices Oh no no no way I'm a victim of something but that isn't relevant if I'm ignoring the issue at bay I wasn't ready for facing the privilege I wasn't movin but keepin in place Nobody notices air that's surrounding them I've been no different Oh what a shame Don't go, don't leave Don't go, don't leave Don't run, just freeze Just be right here to talk this out you'll see Don't go, don't leave Don't go, don't leave Don't run, just freeze Just be right here we'll talk this out Don't go, don't leave Don't run, just freeze Don't go, don't leave Don't run, just freeze Thinking of ways to talk to you Wondering how to break the truth Thinking of names for what we do Wondering if I'll see you soon Thinking of ways to talk to u Wondering how to break the truth Thinking of names for what we do And I'm wondering if I'll see u soon