I Wonder

I wonder how you wait I wonder how you wait I wonder how you wait I wonder how you wait I wonder how you wait I wonder how you wait Mhmm I'm swallowed by the reasons And caught up in a race If you show me your weakness Then I could walk away Did I forget the reasons Or have I lost the place? If I show all my weakness Would they just turn the page? I wonder how you wait I wonder how you wait I wonder how you wait Mhmm It was last week I tried to tell you what I felt Maybe it was silly Maybe I was just feeling myself I thought that you would listen As long as it was clear I was committed I thought myself in circles Just to understand a feeling "Was I lost?" What a question that could be So much of what I say feels like it means nothing to me 'Cause a truly honest life is silent So what's the implication Telling me to keep it quiet And frame myself inside the sights Of folks in autopilot I think I should go "Would you wanna come back once you hit the road?" I've been overthinking everything I shouldn't ever known Then I try to push passed everything I want Keep thinking about it I remember saying "no no no I need everything I've earned This is not for show" Ugh. What an empty statement I'm ashamed to see myself among that group of faces This ain't fun I'm swallowed by the reasons And caught up in a race If you show me your weakness Then I could walk away Did I forget the reasons Or have I lost the place? If I show all my weakness Would they just turn the page? I wonder how you wait I wonder how you wait I wonder how you wait I wonder how you wait I wonder how you wait I wonder how you wait