Innocent

When will I be born again And follow you in the light Blowing on some dandelions Stepping in some mud puddles Let go of the need to clean Let go of the struggle Breathing in and breathing out Forget what all the fuss about I don't need to wear the crown Peace is more subtle Forget all of the expectations They were made inside my basement They were made in place of love To reject the grace and seek a payment Still the answer's in frustration Even when it get complicated I reject the intimidation I won't project ego's inner faces Slip inside with why's ask about the signs Ask about the reason I depend upon a prize And I defend the right to feel regret As if I could get home with guilt and stress But I still will need the pen And I still encounter demon breath But it won't make it any more real It's only illusion of descent Could be a late night drive thru Or maybe the stash of nude pics Maybe a trip to the bathroom Or walking down to the dark ledge In the end it's clear that a choice is made To be here with Self or get lost in the test So just blink your eyes and reset I just wanna be innocent And start doing it right When can I be a kid again And follow you in the light I just wanna be guiltless And stop tracking the time When will I born again And follow you in the light Feivel started writing to me when I least expected I was striving for the riches while He would develop methods Ways to send me Love inside a bottle through the sea At least that's how it felt to me It felt like it was rare indeed But after time I finally came across the Home in which He dwells It was a throne beyond the surface of my vision of a self A stable sense of knowing not to judge and just allow Then fables from the past taught me how to flip around Past decisions carry weight in minds of non-believers So I had to let em go, had to walk a different road Had to witness to the patterns still in motion that I sew If I really wanted the mission then forgiveness is the code So there's only one decision that I'll ever really make It's the choice the between the real and fallacious outer states The choice between the meal and the junk of doubted ways To see beyond the veil or be lost inside the maze I just wanna be innocent And start doing it right When can I be a kid again And follow you in the light I just wanna be guiltless And stop tracking the time When will I born again And follow you in the light Floating It's all I need I follow your motion And spread your seeds I let your light in To swallow my dreams I found devotion It's all I need