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And it go, and it go, and it go And it go, and it go, and it go I wonder if I have a second right inside of your thoughts Could you tell me if you said it or if I'm at the loss Now if I remember correctly thought that this was a pause 'Course I didn't get the message it's the crux of the clause And I feel like if we talk we didn't mean it Feel like we'll only use each other when convenient And while consensual it feels like we've been pushing the line I find I fail you when I think of how it's just never the time I see my round face in the mirror and smirk See denial in an instant I fell back on a perk Know enough to see yourself just not enough to change But can we at least agree that this is not a race? If I don't see you And you don't change Then when you greet me We won't be safe If I don't see you And you don't change Then when you greet me I will not stay Why don't you come around? Why won't you listen up? You see you're missing out? You see you're losing out? Why don't you come around? Why won't you listen up? You see you're missing out? You see you're losing out? I wish that I could send the message It's always redirected Pretentious on the surface You think I'm this on purpose Makin' me think I made a mistake by thinking that people change, yeah Wishin' I wasn't alone there Lookin myself in the face You pulled the rug from under me No better I concede I am not a "used to be" I am not a stupid seed I remember climbing trees I remember feeding geese I am still a little kid Still with creativity Yes I thought I'd run away This has been the synergy Feeling I am out of place Here I found a better me I have grown incredibly See me smiling when they see Silly me with M-I-Cs Given authenticity If I don't see you And you don't change Then when you greet me We won't be safe If I don't see you And you don't change Then when you greet me I will not stay Why don't you come around? Why won't you listen up? You see you're missing out? You see you're losing out? Why don't you come around? Why won't you listen up? You see you're missing out? You see you're losing out? Why don't you come around? Why won't you listen up? You see you're missing out? You see you're losing out? Why don't you come around? Why won't you listen up? You see you're missing out? You see you're losing out? But it's probably okay It's probably okay It's probably fine of course But you freaked and joined The two things you hate Now you feel ignored It's okay It's probably okay It's probably mine to force And my solemn choice I feel I survived but But I'm still a boy It's okay It's probably okay It's probably okay It's okay It's probably okay It's probably okay Are you proud of me? Are you proud of me?