Agony

Have all you could say I need but there's something none knows, could make many leave I love him, he may not, he does not know, I wonder what to him I mean In the past I liked a girl, I didn't then know that I'm just not that type Drama happened and so it's top secret everything about my love life Now he's no more next to me, them teachers changed both of our seats The ground's breaking under my feet, the end of the world to me In my nightmares he ignored me if he didn't have me 'round And I'm scared 'cause that is happening now I wanna scream the truth but I recall what could happen Those who I love leaving forever, who hates me laughing So if I feel like no one will ever understand me I'll pretend I'm okay while living in agony Not even yoga can calm me down, honestly what the f*ck's going on? The Roaring Twenties was then and The Great Depression is now, for how long? Now he's no more next to me, them teachers changed both of our seats The ground's breaking under my feet, the end of the world to me In my nightmares he ignored me if he didn't have me 'round And I'm scared 'cause that is happening now I wanna scream the truth but I recall what could happen Those who I love leaving forever, who hates me laughing So if I feel like no one will ever understand me I'll pretend I'm okay while living in agony I wanna scream the truth but I recall what could happen Those who I love leaving forever, who hates me laughing So if I feel like no one will ever understand me I'll pretend I'm okay while living in agony Need to talk 'bout this, I talk, some care, some don't Only telling them part of what's happening Yeah, keeping out of every conversation My obviously one-sided love for him I wanna scream the truth but I recall what could happen Those who I love leaving forever, who hates me laughing So if I feel like no one will ever understand me I'll pretend I'm okay while living in agony I wanna scream the truth but I recall what could happen Those who I love leaving forever, who hates me laughing So if I feel like no one will ever understand me I'll pretend I'm okay while living in agony