16 Benz

The college experience Wasn't a thing for me Dropped a year later As you can see But in that year Some unbelievable things Only black male in a math class Serious things That's the beginning of my downfall Fell hard with my back against the wall nah Nah I thought I had it all Situation not a pebble Everybody think it's small But this shit kind of bigger Than the china great wall I think it's bigger Than china itself Believed in dreams Like the blacks with wealth I need a first aid kit For my mental health And when that shit run out Grab another from the shelf Wish I had a present of happiness from an elf But just like Santa Man that shit is a lie Ho ho ho I told myself when I cry Every tear filled with hate When it fell from my eye My oh my how I wanted to You get the picture Get the picture yeah you do Dealing shit without the help Getting cards I hadn't dealt Review my life but not on yelp And you can see I'm down to melt Always having a meltdown Mood swing like a playground Emotions bouncing off the backboard I need a rebound Pink little tabs with sleep filled Picked them up and I instilled I talk about crackheads but Unfortunately I Popped sixteen Benadryl's I'm feeling alone Wanna go home Not going on I'm in the wall awe 16 bennies I'm thinking heaven called my name Told me I don't need the pain Put the hurt up in the music Being sad getting lame Sad getting lame Man I never knew that I would do some shit like this Faded off Then I started seeing plenty shit Look I'm seeing a swirl Circles starting to twirl Red and white and plenty colors Vision starting to blur Damn I'm up in a whirl Firecrackers trippy lights Shit finally make me hurl Dark is filling my earth Why did my mom give birth to me Why is that shit on my mind Damn I'm finally do time Lock me up in mental jail Release me when I cry But I never do I just get high On top of the scrape up in the sky I'm happy as f*ck Now you know why When you feel down Don't do what I did Remember how you Felt as a lil kid Then hold onto that And seal off the lid Please Don't ever fall off the grid Pink little tabs with sleep filled Picked them up and I instilled I talk about crackheads but Unfortunately I Popped sixteen Benadryl's I'm feeling alone Wanna go home Not going on I'm in the wall awe 16 bennies