Steal This Sentiment

I think I've learned to love the feeling At the bottom when you're reeling Begging for a little mercy Searching for some type of purpose On the floor of your apartment Just a glimmer in the darkness When you're desperate for a beacon Just a glow on the horizon Kind of scary but it's freeing To lose all sense of direction To build something from the wreckage Without any expectations Without any hesitation Something unique and demented Something beautiful and ugly Confident in acquiescence Hate is a strong word But love is stronger Sedentary no longer I attack and I conquer If I'm true to myself Then how can I go wrong? I won't be here for too long So I'm wearing what I want And I'll sing like a songbird Main character adjourned I see now, I'm the author I refuse to feel awkward Even if just for a moment Just one rapturous moment One brief, beautiful moment In something endlessly hopeless Evanescent energy Begging for stability I'm praying for patience I'm in love with the truth