I Miss Ya

I might get a lil emotional With this one Bear with me And I been missing you I know u miss me too Smiling down saying Good job son I'll see u when ya time come Until then look to the sun Look up And I been missing you I know u miss me too Smiling down saying Good job son I'll see u when ya time come Until then look to the sun Look up Dear Carolyn This a letter from ya son Hope this song reach u Way beyond the sun It's getting rough Trails and tribulations What I'm facing daily But I stay close to God He the one that saved me No father figure Only you and I So when u left Both my parents died Now I'm looking to the sky Asking God why Looking for an answer But he don't reply They say time heals wombs Well I can't tell It's been 2 years Feel like I'm trapped in hell I close my eyes tight Looking for your sight Looking for your face Looking for your smile I feel ya love all around I just wanna hear your laugh One more time Hear ya scream my name Tell me come down For dinner Or breakfast Or whatever It really doesn't matter Black history month God called a legend He wanted ya famous cheesecake And for you to sing in heaven Missing all them Late night talks Missing all them Early morning walks Missing all the time That we shared Missing all the tears That we shed Now I'm shedding Tears all alone Sometimes I still call ya phone Got your voicemail In my email So I can hear ya voice When I feel derailed Just lost a baby girl Mama please take her Wouldn't want her With nobody else Ya grandson smart straight A's Every marking Me and Bro fell out When ain't really talking I remember what u said Hold ya brothers hand And ima do that To the very end Twin getting so big U should see her But I know u do Look at all my features That's my baby girl Wish me and Nel Was on a different page But that's a different day I been talking To your siblings Nothing like family They been holding me up That's kinda amazing That's kinda amazing I gotta promotion at work Ima supervisor They want me to be manager Look at God Didn't think I'd make it When you died But God been opening doors I been walking right in You need a Degree for my position I graduated through Christ I keep him 1st Just like me taught me Anytime that I need to talk To you That's what I do You kept all my secrets And I did the same for you I'm working on getting Tiff a headstone It'll be down on Y'all bday Tell my sister I love her I can't wait to see her face I miss you Mama Nobody can take your place I miss ya mama Ya memory Can never be erased It can never be erased I miss ya baby This song is dedicated To the late great Carolyn J Fly High And I been missing you I know u miss me too Smiling down saying Good job son I'll see u when ya time come Until then look to the sun Look up