Long Live

I ain't a rapper, yeah that's true, but I ain't know what to do And I ain't know how to vent, so I came to the booth Everyday a new day, but don't nothing feel new I wake up with the same pain, it feel like deja vu And when they told me that they love me, I thought it was true And when she told me all them lies, I still thought they was true But when she told me that shit was tight, man that shit felt loose I wasnt tripping anyway, It was just something to do I ain't all here so I'm still saying long live Miss my big bro, I just wish I could call him Chin up chest out but I feel I'm falling I ain't finna look back, a nigga going all in I ain't all here so I'm still saying long live Miss my big bro, I just wish I could call him Chin up chest out but I feel I'm falling I ain't finna look back, a nigga going all in I done lost it, tryna catch a nigga broad day I'm exhausted, tryna stack it in some Balmain's I was taking risks just to make sure we all ate I had to sit back and watch these niggas all change Yeah, I see them all changing I'm fucked up, think I need maintenance Gotta keep a gun cause it get dangerous Still doing me like f*ck what ya'll saying Yeah, and I'm still riding dolo Still wanna put a bullet in his polo And put a bitch first, that's a no-no Took L's and bounced back, I'm like oh-oh This my lifestyle, you ain't been through the rain Lost two big bros, that's a different type of pain I don't say much, I just stay in my lane Remain strong, I'ma do it for them hard days I ain't all here so I'm still saying long live Miss my big bro, I just wish I could call him Chin up chest out but I feel I'm falling I ain't finna look back, a nigga going all in I ain't all here so I'm still saying long live Miss my big bro, I just wish I could call him Chin up chest out but I feel I'm falling I ain't finna look back, a nigga going all in So many losses, I'm like what's next I know you can't call but I still check A nigga got it hard but I'm still blessed Yeah, they don't know how I'm feeling I done did shit that I can't take back Man, is that really gone, I can't shake that Money don't buy everything but I can't lack Cause I'd rather cry in a Maybach I go get it, I ain't never had it easy I stay with it, I know they don't wanna see me The blick tucked on me if it get greasy I'm always there when they need me I stopped hanging around cause these niggas bitch made Told my people I'ma get my shit straight They say the money far, I'm like which way One way, the long way I ain't all here so I'm still saying long live Miss my big bro, I just wish I could call him Chin up chest out but i feel I'm fallin I ain't finna look back, a nigga going all in