Alone, Pt. 1

Alone with the one in my head that tells me i'm better off dead And shows me truth that I know, the sad fact that I am alone But being alone ain't too bad, the problem's the thoughts that I had I push away those who get close, just cause i'm scared of losing the most And I fall to my knees, why does this happen to me Blind but I see, I made this happen, happen to me I talk to myself all the time, only one I can trust is my mind I want to get out of this place cause right now it's too much to face The ones that I had are all gone, I have no choice but to press on My traitorous mind got the best, now I can't deal with the mess And I fall to my knees, why does this happen to me Blind but I see, I made this happen, happen to me And I fall to my knees, why does this happen to me Blind but I see, I made this happen, happen to me