being alive.

I've lost control Of my body Swerve off the road Shattered body Wake up feel something Pinch me from this dream Breathe in the poison It is how it seems I don't want to fall in love With being alive Then every time that it hurts Leaves marks in my eyes I've now got a hole In my body Clean straight through my skull F*ck finally Now I can stop thinking And try to be sane My brain said it'd help me But just was a pain I don't want to fall in love With being alive Then every time that it hurts Leaves marks in my eyes