SO HELP ME GOD

Waves crash over me (Want to believe that you could be testing) Why don't you finish me (If you could have helped then why are you waiting) I do want to believe (What are you waiting for) I just to see (Show me something show me something) I need you I can't breathe (I can't believe in anything after) I need you next to me (Death would be just more of a path to) I do want to believe (What are you waiting for) But i just can't believe So help me god God So help me god God I know it's selfish but I plead I need your love so desperately (I know you know I need you so So why won't you just let me know) I truly don't know where to go Without your light can not know (I know you know I need so I'm begging god just me know) So help me god God So help me god God So help me god God So help me god God