Lamentation in C

Ain't it hard when you're alone and living in the city Ain't it hard when you're alone and feel so unpretty Ain't it hard when you're trying so stubborn to go back to bed Ain't it hard with these thoughts stuck in your head And you feel so alone when you're trying to go back to sleep You feel so alone lying next to her with no love to keep You feel so alone now that your lover has finally pushed off You'd feel so alone when she'd laugh and when she'd scoff Well between you and me we both got a lot to learn And between you and I, I'm just trying to get back what I've burned Well your anxiety sits on a broken shelf that you built for her in the winter With your nihilistic crosses straight nails to deliver And you feel it in your knees as ya, as you try to please her Well ya bite your lip and it'll suffice, left with nothin as ya quiver Well between you and me we both got a lot to learn And between you and I, I'm just trying to get back what I've earned Well Grace she sits like a dutchess, pretty, while casting her spell And her mother is sweet and her father does quite well And me I'm just sitting here alone waiting to hear those wedding bells But they've been dubiously and deviously swapped out with a funeral knell Well between you and me we both got a lot to learn And between you and I, I'm just giving ya back what ya spurned