couldn't change

I don't wanna be no one's lover I don't wanna be your mistake I don't wanna hide taking cover In your warm embrace And I don't wanna be me no longer Tired of looking at the same old face I just wanna be free from what I couldn't change Come so far and I tried so hard But I still feel the same I fall apart in the silent arms Cause the feeling won't go away If I go deaf or I lost my breath Will I still hear the bells If I cheat death would I lose what's left? And could anybody save me from myself I've been drowning in the sea of my thoughts I've been keeping all my prayers in a box Cause I don't wanna pray to a God that I don't believe in Stuck again, don't know where to go Day by day, living on the ropes It's been so long that I'm losing hope I'm falling to pieces I don't wanna be no one's lover I don't wanna be your mistake I don't wanna hide taking cover In your warm embrace And I don't wanna be me no longer Tired of looking at the same old face I just wanna be free from what I couldn't change And I see beauty in the dark When the colors fade to grey And I see you when we drift apart And my mind you'll forever stay Every night when I go to sleep and I sing my lullabies I think of you and I listen too Cause I'm hoping that you'd sing along tonight Maybe we feel a vibe when both of us lie awake And we think of the better times and hope we can find a way home But I know better, baby, I said I'd be strong In this cold whether you said that you wouldn't be long And now I'm alone while you celebrate I said I'd wait for another day That I don't believe in Did you find me dead or alive? You took my heart and now my mind Is falling to pieces I don't wanna be no one's lover I don't wanna be your mistake I don't wanna hide, take and cover in your warm embrace And I don't wanna be me no longer Tired of looking at the same old face I just wanna be free from what I couldn't change