In the Eye

You're sleeping by my side I focus on my breathing You keep me warm inside I hate all of these feelings Looking at the ceiling Pretending I'm not hearing Inventing all these reasons why I can't Look you in the eye I got a lotta reasons why They're only gonna multiply If I see you now oh no We disagree in every way I never wanna hear you say Things that we will have to say If I need you now oh no You're a little too tall I'm a little appalled At some of your opinions Your voice is loud You're smoking now And you're a vegetarian But you're always appearing Clothes are always peeling Counting all these reasons why I can't Look you in the eye I got a lotta reasons why They're only gonna multiply If I see you now oh no We disagree in every way I never wanna hear you say Things that we will have to say If I need you now oh no You call me up when I should be asleep No going back and I'm lacking a dream Manufacture a fantasy We both know that's all I need All I need, all I need And you are right here And I only need a name tonight And it's that time of year When you only wanna feel alright Even if it's just for tonight Now something just isn't right Cuz I'm feeling even more than fine But I've I've ruined it while writing out The pros and cons in pencil Erased and ripped I even tore Meaning out of paper Looking at the ceiling Realizing I'm grieving Cuz now you're finally leaving And I, I can't Look you in the eye I got a lotta reasons why They're only gonna multiply Cuz I need you now oh no We disagree in every way But I only wanna hear you say Things I never learned to say Cuz I need you now oh no